I NEVER comment on your storires, but I felt like this one was too close to home. OMFG....After watching the video I felt your pain because I am going thru the same thing with my ex. We were together for 10yrs and it's hard to lose your bestfriend, lover, partner all at once. I told my bestfriend/lover EVERYTHING and the best thing about that was he didn't judge me on anything I told him and he accept me good or bad. We did laugh, cry about the same thing hell we even start buying the same clothes even thou I am much taller than him. My family loves him and vice versa and hell even got a dog together. I miss seeing him when I walk thru the door and telling him about my day at work, I miss taking showers together, I miss cuddling and watching our favorite shows together and most important I miss him in the bed with me (since we broke up I haven't had a good night sleep). I look at my cell to see if he has called me and no missed calls (I know that it's weird). So after typing all this on your blog.......I CAN'T STOP CRYING.
WOW......I am sorry to hear man. I was at the last couple of parties you and your ex had and I thought the two of you were perfect couple. It seem like you two knew each other for more than 4 yrs. Hell you two were the hottest things at the party. I hope you two can work it out. I believe in love
I hope you guys work it out because 4yrs in this lifestyle is NOT easy. Trust me I know I am in a relationship and it going on 8yrs and it's hard as hell to keep it up, but at the end of the day your partner is the only person has your back like no other (some times family can fuck you over and who's be there for you YOUR PARTNER). Please Please Please try to work it out because there's nothing out there BIG MESS
Bwood if that video express how your ex feels that's true love man and that kind of love doesn't come around too often man. I'm still trying to find someone who can love and care for me like that.
As a man who lost my lover to sickle cell disease 2 years ago, I can definitely relate to this video. When u lose a lover it seems like you have lost a part of u that will never return. You don't know what to do with yourself. You've lost your purpose for living. I felt that. I feared I had lost the only person who could ever love me unconditionally. I found a way to pull myself thru with the love and prayers of family and friends. I didn't know how strong I was until I realized I was still living.
Fast forward to April 2012 where love found its way back in my life. I wasn't expecting it nor chasing it. But it came to me in an unmistakable way, and now I know again that is the real thing. It took me a while to comment here bc I really didn't know how to encourage the ex or Bwoodchronicles in this situation. But to the ex: love will find you again. Sometimes one chapter in life must close before the next one can open. I pray your strength and continued peace as you embark on the next chapter. You will be better for it.
To bwood, continue to trust your heart. The little that I know of you is that you are a genuine man. And what comes from the heart reaches the heart. Don't close your heart to love in any form. Because only an open heart can fully experience loves pure joy. And YOU will know when it's right. Peace.
I NEVER comment on your storires, but I felt like this one was too close to home. OMFG....After watching the video I felt your pain because I am going thru the same thing with my ex. We were together for 10yrs and it's hard to lose your bestfriend, lover, partner all at once. I told my bestfriend/lover EVERYTHING and the best thing about that was he didn't judge me on anything I told him and he accept me good or bad. We did laugh, cry about the same thing hell we even start buying the same clothes even thou I am much taller than him. My family loves him and vice versa and hell even got a dog together. I miss seeing him when I walk thru the door and telling him about my day at work, I miss taking showers together, I miss cuddling and watching our favorite shows together and most important I miss him in the bed with me (since we broke up I haven't had a good night sleep). I look at my cell to see if he has called me and no missed calls (I know that it's weird). So after typing all this on your blog.......I CAN'T STOP CRYING.
ReplyDeleteWOW......I am sorry to hear man. I was at the last couple of parties you and your ex had and I thought the two of you were perfect couple. It seem like you two knew each other for more than 4 yrs. Hell you two were the hottest things at the party. I hope you two can work it out. I believe in love
ReplyDeleteI hope you two can work it out......There's nothing out here trust me I've been looking
ReplyDeleteYou two need time away from each other then work your way back to each other.
ReplyDeleteOMG......this video made me cry.
ReplyDeleteI am sorry Bwood
ReplyDeleteThis is sooo sad
ReplyDeleteB.....I don't know you or your ex, but I hope you two can work it out.....To me the worst feeling in the world is to be alone
ReplyDeleteI hope you guys work it out because 4yrs in this lifestyle is NOT easy. Trust me I know I am in a relationship and it going on 8yrs and it's hard as hell to keep it up, but at the end of the day your partner is the only person has your back like no other (some times family can fuck you over and who's be there for you YOUR PARTNER). Please Please Please try to work it out because there's nothing out there BIG MESS
ReplyDeleteBwood if that video express how your ex feels that's true love man and that kind of love doesn't come around too often man. I'm still trying to find someone who can love and care for me like that.
ReplyDeleteAs a man who lost my lover to sickle cell disease 2 years ago, I can definitely relate to this video. When u lose a lover it seems like you have lost a part of u that will never return. You don't know what to do with yourself. You've lost your purpose for living. I felt that. I feared I had lost the only person who could ever love me unconditionally. I found a way to pull myself thru with the love and prayers of family and friends. I didn't know how strong I was until I realized I was still living.
ReplyDeleteFast forward to April 2012 where love found its way back in my life. I wasn't expecting it nor chasing it. But it came to me in an unmistakable way, and now I know again that is the real thing. It took me a while to comment here bc I really didn't know how to encourage the ex or Bwoodchronicles in this situation. But to the ex: love will find you again. Sometimes one chapter in life must close before the next one can open. I pray your strength and continued peace as you embark on the next chapter. You will be better for it.
To bwood, continue to trust your heart. The little that I know of you is that you are a genuine man. And what comes from the heart reaches the heart. Don't close your heart to love in any form. Because only an open heart can fully experience loves pure joy. And YOU will know when it's right. Peace.
I am sorry for your break-up
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