Progression ~ Simple or merely Complex?
As usual I woke up with my mornin’ swag . . . I brush-ah, brush-ah, brush-ah . . . teetha, teetha, teetha.
Awww, minty fresh . . . and ooh so clean!
You see I’m a morning person, so I’m rather full of glee at 4:00 a.m.
Herbal Tea Anyone?
Maxwell aka Maxi my “Yorkie” was wide awake, my better half was sound asleep and I was prepin’ for another day at tha 9 to 5, commonly known as my J-O-B!
However, despite me waking up on time, I felt a little off kilter.
I went downstairs with my lil man Maxi walkin’ in front of me, heading towards the door, as if to give me a morning send off . . . Then, I realized I forgot to take my vitamins.
Damn, B!
Back upstairs it is. I gotta keep the body tight and always right.
As I proceed back downstairs, I suddenly realized B; you may need your coat today. You know damn well it’s chilly outside.
Then I said . . . Awww . . . Yes. . . I’m finally ret’s to go.
Low and behold, I thought to myself . . . Hmmm . . . I want to listen to my Chris Breezy CD this morning while drivin’ in.
By this time Maxi looked at me sideways, as if to say, LOOK NEGRO!
Damn- IT, I’m getting back in my doggie bed, because clearly you ain’t got yo sh*t together this mornin’.
Nonetheless, I finally hit the road and literally went into auto-pilot. I don’t know how I arrived at work, but, all I kept thinkin’ about was New Years Day 2010.
Wow, B . . . 2010.
What do I want to do on New Year’s?
Drop it, like it’s hott in the club. . . Because B’wood sure as hell can drop it, spank it, hell damn near get all the way naked. What can I say I’m FIRE!
Anyone care to put out my flame?
Then, I said well maybe Church is an option.
Hmmm, Church and the Lawd . . . Ummm, yeah… I’m leaning more towards, drop it like it’s hott.
So sorr-e, (pun intended).
Or I got a solution; perhaps drop it like its hott after church.
Damn, B’ wouldn’t you feel guilty afterwards?
B’ get it together. You’ve crossed the thirty year old threshold, so shouldn’t I be heading towards progression in my life.
Well, you know Thirty is the new Twenty . . . I guess . . . Perhaps. . . Hell . . . I don’t know, that’s what the damn rich celebrities keep tellin’ me.
But, I need to have some obtainable goals in 2010.
I don’t drink, perhaps I should try that.
I don’t really club, perhaps my youth is leaving me behind.
I strayed away from church, but, I do love the Lord . . . really I do . . . but then again, hmmm . . . do you really show it in your day to day life?
I don’t have many friends, perhaps I should get over my trust issues.
I’m literally a sweetheart of a person, or is that really a façade and perhaps I dismiss people and really I'm a nasty son of a B*TCH!
Ummm, negative for 100 PLEASE!
If that was the case clearly my title would be BITCHIE B not B’wood C . . .
SO WHAT DO I WANT FOR MYSELF IN 2010?
I’m Yellin’, Shoutin’, Cursin’, Hollerin’ hell even Yoodelin’ if need be.
I need clarity, I need direction, I need succession, not to mention a financial blessing.
FAM’ am I all alone here? Because at the end of the day, all I’m asking for is PROGRESSION!
I believe now that you are in your 30s you can be a GROWN man and be civil and look for new friends. When someone is full of shit...dismiss them....you are GROWN and RENEWED now in your thirties. You never know whom you will meet young or old. I think that should be a definite goal. Also, Do not DRINK! aint really much to that......see where most of those folks end up anyway. So Keep that body healthy and alcohol free.
ReplyDeleteWhy dont you try building on some artistic talents that you may have. You seem to write pretty good. How about trying to write for a local paper or a gay publication online. Giving a nice normal guy's perception on things...sort of like you do here on this blog.
How about Vlogging for 2010? Make a video vlog about 2 mins long once a week for your readers here. It will give us a chance to see you in a natural element like your voice and mannerisms.
Try taking up something like pottery if you like artsy things to decorate the house with...or maybe some painting...or maybe even sky diving. Progress with things that you never thought you'd do that involves fun and the world's environment. Maybe a trip to the rainforest or a trip to africa. Grow with culture and history. Take your other half with you. Go see the world and get in touch with other cultures in this world. Hell, youre only gonna live once. Go take a note from others that may not have as much as you.....but learn how they function. You may learn something and take something with you for your own life. Never hurts baby. Im gonna email you this too.
Good Afternoon,
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Moments like this is when I realize I'm not alone, someone else is present and accounted for. I'm so scared and frighten, not to mention, terribly shy to Vlog. I hope I get over that fear.
But, as for the thirty and grown, your absolutely right. And it feels good!
GO B'wood!
I've always been a loner and nerd in my life so never would I even image I have a voice, have genuine friends, or a talent.
I thank you for you encouragement, your wisdom, your suggestions and for being my motivator despite even meeting me personally. I would love to write for a publication if they could see pass my grammatical errors, corky thoughts, and personal feelings.
However, I must say more and more, I see myself revealing who I am. Thus, my brick wall like Women of Brewster's Place is coming down!
Thank You,
~ B'wood
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