So I always wondered what it would be like to live a secret life. There's so much negative hype surrounding me on the DL, but there's also negativity surrounding homosexuals in general. I wonder if life would have been easier if I had kept my sexuality a secret. Of course I'm not OUT either. I don't mind telling people how I am, but it's really nobody's business. I get tired of people asking about my relationship or making jokes about my sexuality. The shit gets irritating.
I try not to care about what other people think. If you don't like how I live my life, FUCK YOU. Simple as that. Dealing with sexuality isn't easy for anyone. It's especially hard when you are at a crossroads in your life. Every day is filled with different emotions. It's hard to deal with life, love, and relationships when you have so many thoughts running through your head. I think a good VACAY is in order!
Anyway, back to the point. DL seems 'cool' to me. I've been reading a few blogs and it seems like their lives are a lot less complicated. I'm sure they deal with their own issues...who doesn't? But at this point in my life I don't think THIS is what I need.
DAMN B-WOODS IT'S LIKE THAT? IF THAT'S WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE IN YOUR UNDERWEAR I CAN DEAL WITH YOU BEING DL.
ReplyDeleteI do not agree. GOING in the closet will not help and IT SEEMS..keyword SEEMS a lot less complicated but that does not mean that it is and It sure is not. You should be proud of whom you are and at this point in your life in your 30s..who does care! Eventually those men and their lies and their lifestyles DO COME OUT! SHIT HITS THE FAN...then what???
ReplyDeleteU cant run away or want to hide just because the going gets rough or gets annoying. Keep your head up and be an example of strength. That is not the way to go nor will it solve the irritation.......ugh ......B I never thought u would feel this way........SMH
thats right anonymous! shoot hes supporting himself and making sure he eats and got a man that loves him....be an example and live your life! You are better than that!
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